Month: May 2014

• Monster, Part 2

  It is desperately difficult to convince yourself that you have worth in order to bolster yourself when the fear that you are worthless is constantly validated by others. When your boyfriend of five years abandons you in a foreign country without a word, when your childhood friend informs you that they have no desire to […]

  Maeby

  12 May 2014

  Uncategorized

  depression, life, mental illness, monsters, self worth, self-loathing, sickness, struggle, worth

• Monsters

  I carry these monsters inside of myself, and they douse me in darkness on days when all I want to do is see the light. Every attempt to reach forward is a struggle. Contacting people to drag myself out of this place is so difficult when you are pressed with irrational fears of being unwanted […]

  Maeby

  11 May 2014

  Uncategorized

  alone, angry, attention, depression, disassociation, disconnected, drama, emotions, life, mental illness, monsters, paranoia, struggle